P 3 A N U T

i feel like a fuckin loser
can everyone really see what i can't ?
am i really as ugly as i am constantly telling myself ??
i feel like such as loser
like no one cares for or about me
im always numbah two & never felt what it would be like to be numbah one
i see other bitches my boyfriend looks at & they are way outta my league
way bigger boobs & asses than i'll ever have
longer prettier hair & thicker bodies than i have
like cmon..no one wants sumone like me
i look funny
my skin isnt perfect
im barely fittin my clothing
& im not sexy or appealing in any way
one day i'd love to be able to look in tha mirror & not be dissapointed in what i see
but for now all i can do is grin and bear it
i wonder how long that will take